I was having a relatively ok birthday until I got an anonymous text just saying 'Happy Birthday' a couple of hours ago.

I didnt recognise the number at first, then it slowly dawned on me who it was from and my heart completely sank and everything from one year ago comes flooding back to haunt me.
I never look forward to my birthday at the best of times, its always back fires if i even slightly get my hopes up. But despite having to work and not really getting anything the day wasn't going so badly. More people than ever actually remembered and bothered to get in touch and I was really chuffed... Then this...

If it hadnt been for the fact that I found out about her and another guy the day before my birthday last year, then it mite not feel so bad. But now its less about my birthday and more about the anniversary of me getting royally fucked over and heart broken.

Ive never understood why people feel the need to ruin things for me or kick me when im down